when the phone rings

it's been a few months and i still have a feeling of loneliness within me. i guess i'm haunted by it and it seems that it won't go away. i just have a strong control of myself that i'm able to get by with my day to day activities. trying to get hooked up with so much work... but at the end of the day, it's still you i think about.

you're near but it seems we're very far from each other. and i'm the one causing the distance. i know you're just a phone call away but i just can't seem to find that phone.

maybe a few years from now, maybe in another lifetime i'll be able to find that one particular phone.

if it rings then, we'll know...