better together

i just want to post this song.

Better Together by Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
It's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
I'll be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree

It's always better when we're together
Somewhere in between together
It's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is no time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together.

a painful love

i have been affected much by something i have no control of. as much as i wanted things to turn out the way i have pictured it, i guess it's not the right time. when is?

i've always seen myself as a strong person. even in times of difficulties or any problems that i've encountered, you wouldn't see me differently. maybe a bit serious at times but still you wouldn't know that i have a problem. everyone's used to my smiling face and my cheerful moods. i guess i'm good in hiding. good in hiding how i truly feel.

right now all i can think about is the person i've hurt. i never wanted to hurt this person in my entire life but i did, big time. i thought everything would be okay. i thought knowing this person more would make our lives livelier. how could life be this complicated? all i want is to make this person happy. i want to take away all the pain he experienced in his life, make him feel loved, take care of him and all his loved ones and just be there for him. i want to be with him. go to places with him. show him off to the world and let everyone know that he's mine and i'm his...making sure that every moment that we have will be cherished. but all these things has fallen into pieces and i couldn't do anything. i don't want to hide anything from anybody and the result is i have to give him up even if my heart says no.

all my life, i don't fall in love quite easily but when i do, it seems like i have to hurt. It's painful to love but i don't regret ever falling. i hope and pray that one day, everything will change. i hope everything will fit into the right places and everyone can be happy. and if there would be changes in the future, i hope it's for the better. i really hope that we won't lose the friendship even if it comes at a later date. i just hope that one day, he can forgive me.