when the phone rings

it's been a few months and i still have a feeling of loneliness within me. i guess i'm haunted by it and it seems that it won't go away. i just have a strong control of myself that i'm able to get by with my day to day activities. trying to get hooked up with so much work... but at the end of the day, it's still you i think about.

you're near but it seems we're very far from each other. and i'm the one causing the distance. i know you're just a phone call away but i just can't seem to find that phone.

maybe a few years from now, maybe in another lifetime i'll be able to find that one particular phone.

if it rings then, we'll know...

a song for so long

here's a song i've created 11 years back. i can't remember all the lines but the tune of the song i definitely won't forget. i remembered coming up with the lyrics and strumming the guitar one evening. it's a simple song and maybe i could play it one time. here it goes:

didn't know how to tell you so
you made me feel so good before

but then it suddenly changes
you broke my heart into pieces
and left me without a trace

and now that i love you
i have to let you go/set you free

i know it's hard to say goodbye to you
it's time to live my own life too
i know that it will never be the same
now that we've parted
and go on our separate ways

goodbye...


probably a weird song, i don't know. but still it's something i've created and i just wanted to share it. i don't even remember if i ever composed the song for a particular person. it's been so long... i don't know what hit me. i just wanna post it.

a movie review

what to write now? well, i planned of posting another song but then i changed my mind. it's been a few weeks since i've written anything and i just want to write about my day...nah. i don't know where this will lead me.

i've watched the movie "superman returns" last saturday and i enjoyed it. it's not much into action and more into the emotional aspect but i liked it. i really do. i guess i didn't expect anything from it that's why it has a different effect on me.

would i watch it again? i would if my friends have not seen it yet and would like to watch it. alone? no, i've never enjoyed watching a movie in a theater by myself. maybe i'll try it sometime. it can be quite an experience as long as it's not a horror/suspense movie.

right now, i can't wait to see jack sparrow...yup, pirates of the caribbean 2 is next on my list. i enjoy watching johnny depp films and i just love the guy.

come to think of it, it's just now that i get the chance to watch movies in theaters. a little less workaholic nowadays, heh. probably a good thing.